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I grossly overate today for sure. But tomorrow I will continue. One day of bad choices will not deter me from my goal!
The Defibrillator Toaster
My mom would be so annoyed… every morning I would run into the kitchen screaming “WE’RE LOSING THEM!!! BEEP BEEP BEEPBEEPBEEP!”
“DON’T YOU DIE ON ME, DAMNIT!!! NURSE, WE NEED 12 CC’S OF CREAM CHEESE, STAT!!!”
He’s bread, Jim.
Time of deliciousness: 7:15 A.M
If we don’t restart his heart , he’s toast!
JESUS CRUST.
JAM IT!
“Daddy’s in a butter place now, kids.”
I love you for this.
(Source: secretsbest, via lovefitspo)
Calling all vegetarians and vegans!!!
I’m doing a speech on vegetarianism for my public speaking class! If you would let me use your picture in my slideshow about the part of my speech speaking about how vegans/vegetarians come from all walks of life, please please please send me a message in my askbox!!
Thank you tons and tons!!
~Rach
Promo time!
First 50 to reblog and follow sweatoholic.tumblr.com will be promoted. Must be a healthy fitspo blog. On your marks, get set, reblog!
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cross what you have done
Appearance
I have/had piercings besides the ears.I want piercings besides the ears.I have a scar.- I tan easily.
- I wish my hair was a different color.
- I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have/want a tattoo.I can be self-conscious about my appearance.- I have/had braces
I have more than two piercings.Embarrassment
- Disney movies still make me cry sometimes.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.- I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose- I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.Health
- I’ve gotten stitches.
I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.- I’ve had my tonsils removed.
- I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had chicken poxTravel
- I’ve been to Florida.
I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometres in one day.- I’ve been on a plane.
- I’ve been to California.
- I’ve been to Asia.
- I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
- I’ve been to Vanuatu or the Mystery Islands.
- I’ve been to the Caribbean.
- I’ve been to Europe.
Experiences
I’ve gotten lost in my city.I’ve seen a shooting star.I’ve wished on a shooting star.I’ve seen a meteor shower.I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.- I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve slapped someone.I’ve kissed someone underwater.I’ve chugged something.I’ve crashed a car.I’ve been skiing.I’ve been in a musical.I’ve auditioned for something.I’ve been on stage.I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.I’ve pranked someone.I’ve ridden in a taxi.Honesty / Crime
- I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
I’ve broken a law.I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.- I’ve snuck out.
I’ve lied about my whereabouts.I’ve cheated while playing a game.I’ve been in a fist fight.Death
- I’m afraid of dying.
- I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone/something die.Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.I have attempted suicide.I’ve thought about suicide before.- I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
- I own over 5 rap CD’s.
- I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
- I collected comic books.
- I own a lot of makeup.
- I own something from Pac Sun.
- I own something from The Gap.
I own something I got on E-Bay.- I own something from Abercrombie.
- I thrive on compliments.
- I thrive on hate.
Random
- I can sing low key.
- I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
- I open up to others easily.
I watch the news occasionally or always.- I don’t like to kill bugs.
I sing in the shower.- I’m a morning person.
- I’m a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.I care about grammar.- I love to spam friends.
I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.I bake well.My favourite colour is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.I would wear pajamas to school.- I like Martha Stewart.
- I laugh at my own jokes.
- I eat fast food weekly.
- I’ve not turned something in and still got an A in a certain class.
- I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.
- I’m really ticklish.
- I like white chocolate.
I bite/used to bite my nails.I’m good at remembering names.I’m good at remembering dates.- I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
People
- ..used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic.
..called me fat.- ..have said I’m skinny.
..have said I’m ugly...have said I’m pretty...have spread rumors about me.- ..force me to eat.
..say I eat too much.- ..say I eat too little.
Eating
I’ve lost weight.I’ve gained weight.- I’m at my thinnest.
- I’m at my biggest.
I’ve lost weight and kept it off.- I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.
My weight affects my mood.I diet.I am/was vegan/vegetarian.I exercise.I’ve fainted from exhaustion.Family
I’ve sworn at my parents.- I’ve planned to run away from home before.
- I’ve run away from home.
- I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want kids in the future.- I’ve had kids.
- I’ve lost a child.
Relationships
- I’m engaged.
- I’m married.
I’m single.I’ve gone on a blind date.I have/had a friend with benefits.I miss someone right now.- I have a fear of abandonment.
- I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back probably.Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back.- I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
- I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’m a cuddler.I’ve been kissed in the rain.- I’ve hugged a stranger.
- I’ve kissed a stranger.
Bad times
- I regularly drink.
- I can’t swallow pills
- I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point.I have/had anxiety problems.I shut others out when I’m upset.
I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset about something personal
I have taken/take anti-depressants.I’ve slept an entire day before.
- I’ve plotted revenge.
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Instead of binging, this is what I did!
Day 1 – Your stats. ~ Height- 5’4” CW-270 UGW-150
Day 2 - How tall are you? Do you like your height? 5’4” I do like my height.
Day 3 - A picture of your thinspiration. What features do you like about this person?
This women!! She is in great shape and her 30day shred busts my ass!
Day 4 - Your greatest fears about weight loss. ~Still being ignored and mistreated. I feel like losing weight will change nothing.
Day 5 - Why do you really want to lose this weight? Are you doing this for you? ~ I’m losing this weight to be healthy. It has to be done. I’m so unhealthy, I don’t feel like myself. I’ve never known what myself is. I’m going to find out!
Day 6 - Do you binge? If so, explain why you think you do. ~I binge but I try not too. But I know I binge because of boredom and emotional eating. It’s so hard to break the cycle, but I eat to squish the anger, the tears and even the happiness.
Day 7 - Do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? Do they care? ~I don’t talk to my dad so that’s out of the question but my mom knows I am. She’s trying to lose weight as well, but I am more active and set in my goals then she is.
Day 8 - Your workout routine. ~Right now because I am sooooo out of shape I just walk an hour a day at a 3.0 speed and then run for a full minute. I occasionally also do P90x and 30 day shred when I get time.
Day 9 - Did people ever make comments about your weight loss in a negative way? ~I’m just begining my weight loss journey so it’s not evident to most people but I don’t think I’ll encounter too much negativity.
Day 10 - What was the hardest thing you gave up during this “weight loss”? ~Probably soda. Now when I drink it it burns my throat and my eyes tear up. I can’t even swallow it, it’s disgusting to me now.
Day 11 - Your favorite thinspo blog and why!? ~Well I don’t know who I really go to everyday but probably Alexandria, Chelsea or Risa.
Day 12 - What do you normally eat? ~On a normal day, an egg omelet with tomato and mushroom, a vegetable sandwich and an apple, and a salad for supper, with sugar free red bull and water throughout the day.
Day 13 - Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way? ~The healthy way! That’s the only way it will be kept off for good!!
Day 14 - What’s your UGW? When do you expect to reach it? ~150lbs. and I’m thinking at least a year!
Day 15 - Are you vegan or vegetarian? If so, has this helped you lose weight? If not, would you ever consider turning vegan or vegetarian? ~I am vegetarian. When I went vegetarian I lost a little bit of weight but not much. But I feel so much better vegetarian than I ever did as a meat eater! I can thank Heather for helping me decide to go vegetarian.
Day 16 - When did you first decide to lose weight? ~I decided back in November of 2011, but didn’t get off my ass and actually start changing anthing until Janurary of 2012.
Day 17 - Do you have an eating disorder? ~ I do not have an eating disorder but I do have disordered eating.
Day 18 - What food is your weakness? ~Most definitely edamame. It’s good for you, and healthy but not in the amounts I eat it in.
Day 19 - When is the last time you ate fast food? ~ Actual fast food, back begining of Janurary. My grandpa was in the hospital just before he passed. We were taking turns being there with grandpa so he was never alone. We hit up McDonald’s alot when we were at the hospital as it was easy and fast for one of us to go get at 2am while the other stayed at the hospital. But I have had sit down restaurant style fast food today.
Day 20 - Favorite diet? ~The “Bust your butt and eat right” diet!
Day 21 - What are your clothing sizes? ~Anywhere between a 1x-2x, 18-22 in jeans, and a 40-42C.
Day 22 - What was your lowest weight? How and why did you gain? ~Honestly I don’t know what my lowest weight was. No idea as I’ve always been unhealthily big. But I know I gained because when my parents were divorcing/after their divorce I comfort ate to sooth my emotions and hurt over the divorce.
Day 23 - Did the media play a role in your wanting to lose weight? ~I’m sure it did to a point but I know I need to do this for me and that’s what’s happening!
Day 24 - How do you feel about the terms pro-ana/pro-mia? ~ I feel disgusted but I know it’s a disease, and I have an open ear policy about things so if you are ever struggling with that please do not hesitate to drop a message in my ask box and I will listen and help to the best of my ability!
Day 25 - Have you ever purged? If you have describe your first experience. ~I never have.
Day 26 - What excites you most about reaching your ugw? ~Being able to go for a run with my best friend and beat him! (:
Day 27 - How do you deal with being around food? ~Mostly I chew gum as alot of times I’ve realized when I want to eat even tho I’m not hungry it’s more an oral fixation than anything!
Day 28 - Do you want that “gap” between your legs? Why? ~ If it happens, okay. If it doesn’t, okay. I don’t know what changes will happen with my body as I lose weight. So we’ll see what happens.
Day 29 - Your definition of beauty. ~Believing in yourself! And knowing that anything you set your mind too, you can accomplish.
Day 30 - 10 facts about you! And now, what are your stats?
Since I did this all in one post, no change in stats. But 10 facts:
1. I went a little link happy in this post, sorry!
2. I’m currently babysitting a 2yr old and a 3yr old.
3. I should be reading the novels I need to know for my philosophy exam tomorrow.
4. I love watching the food channel! It’s like porn. Like right now I’m watching Iron Chef America: Battle Sausage.
5. I cry when I watch The Biggest Loser! Even worse when it’s shark week, I can’t wait to have my own before and after picture.
6. I’m addicted to the shows 19 kids and counting and NCIS. Haha.
7. I am a college freshman who lives on campus at university. I love it so much.
8. The love of my life and greatest inspiration passed away on Janurary 1st of 2012 at 3:17am. RIP Grandpa. I love you. I’ll see you again someday!
9. My best friend is also my ex-boyfriend. Some people find that odd but he is my best friend and I tell him everything. I wouldn’t trade him for the world.
10. I’m closer with my Aunt than I am my own Mom. I consider my aunt one of my best friends.
Watching The Biggest Loser always makes me cry..
I can’t wait to have my own before and after picture!
